This time, I don’t come bearing my soul fears. This time I come bearing an “I knew it!”
So, our prospective donor, S, talked with his girlfriend. Who agreed to the terms of using his sperm, as long as Fil (hold your breath) goes down on her.
Yes, look back, re-read it, I’m not fucking kidding. Pardon my French but this so, seriously deserves insulting language.
I’m appalled at the response by his girlfriend. That stretches beyond over-stepping into parenting, or anything I had imagined. That is shocking, insulting and maddening.
So, our beloved, beautiful S is now out of the picture. I was slightly getting used to the idea of a mixed-race child. But now, the search is on again.
I would still like to look into any siblings of Fil’s super-boss who looks just like Fil. Or even another one of Fil’s colleagues because there are some absolutely beautiful men that she works with.
And speaking of Fil, she bought me a DS Lite (I’ve been itching for one for months) for my birthday (which is Dec 6). I’m shuddering with anticipation, but I only have 2 games and want more!

What the fuck!
Unbelievable!